i'm in depression
I'm in depression, and i've been rejected and this video sorta makes me feel better that somebody out there cares. But dude it's like I feel that if I kill myself, then the people who act like shit to me will realize what they do has a reaction and they should be cautious and then they'd change to be nice to people. It's like putting myself up to die, just to save other people from the pain I feel. When i think about suicide (which is daily) I don't think about it as a way out from my pain and my stress, I think of it as a way to change other people from the evil paths they are on now and save other people from expiercing the same pain that I do.